A Letter

Dear Sparky's Friend, 8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8
8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8 8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8-8!!!!!!!!!!
XOXO:
Kylee Nicole Stradling

Dear Kazhia,

This is all the support you will EVER get out of me! Are you happy?! A blinkie thing is all you'll get on my blog! :p ---------------------->
Love, Kylee

Summer!

24 Days till Graduation Yeah!

I am totally excited for summer like I've never been before!

I got hired on with the City again for the lifeguard season at Brimhall! I love the staff there, it's definitely a party everyday in the Lifeguard Shack :)Then around June/July-ish me and Kaz are going on our senior trip to Disney Land!

For her late Birthday/Graduation present I'm paying for the whole sha-bang! :) It's going to be so---> much fun, i can hardly wait!

Then in late August, for my late Birthday present she's leaving me... :( I don't quite know what im gonna do when that happens. Probably eat and watch movies for weeks on end..... any ideas on how to cope with a Best Friend leaving for 4 years?! Occasionally coming back for holidays and summers, but still! :( I'll miss you baby! I just hope I'll find someone for the time being to go loco with, as much as I don't want to it has to be done (with Kazhia's approval of course :)
hahahaha Summer here I come!!!

Grad Announcements

Okay, so the last time i tried to post my senior announcements it didn't work. I finally got them back earlier this week, so here they are! I love them :) Graduation is in 26 days WOOOOO!

Date Night!

Last night was so much fun! I went on a date with Joe Turner and saw 17 Again, we loved the movie and laughed all the way through it! Then we went and got ice cream :P YUM! We doubled with John Whitfield and this really cute girl Katie from Desert Ridge :s i know Desert Ridge, but she was really fun!! We had some time to kill so we went to Katie's house and had John show us his mad piano skills (which im TOTALLY jealous of!) and played Rock Band, which we (or I) totally butchered :( haha we also found out Joe can't sing :) LOL I love you Joe! I haven't had that much fun in a while...minus John's crazy driving, but overall it was a fun night :)

10 Time Anniversary!

Oh Man! Today was Me and the Girls 10th time going up and down that stupid, yet rewarding mountain! :) We started by making our way up to the top then just back down, then we decided to go up, then down to this little marker we made then up again, then all the way down! But now we go all the way up, then down to this big boulder, then up to the top again, THEN back to the bottom! We can usually get to the top in a little under 10 minutes...BUT IT HURTS!!! ha-ha :) Next week we go up, then 1/2 way down then to the top and down again... :s wish us luck!!!!
(For the record, I have NO IDEA what im doing in this picture lol!)

Kylee and Kazhia's boring conversation

Kylee: Hi Kazhia! what's going on sheenon?! (no idea what that is!)
Kaz:Nothing Kylee! We are just confusing my daddy very much and hurting your button of death! HAHA!
Kylee: AW! the many adventures of being in the mellor house! your daddy is an adventure for sure ;) wow that sounds creeper like! oh well... so my button of death DOES hurt pretty bad.... i have to learn not to push it :)
kaz: Uh... You stay away from my Daddy psycho!! lol JK! I sense Death to your button.. What??
Ky: HAHAHAHAHAHA!! OH dear i need to pee! and throw up..... :{
Kaz: Go pee go pee!! WEEEE! It rhymed ok! But don't throw up, the toilet is clogged. Uhh... The side effects of having nasty wasty brothers!
Kylee: you have no idea what it is like to have nasty brothers! and i dont care that your pot is clogged, i'll just add to it :) lol no, that would be so disgusting. why the heck are we so weirdy weird right now?! i need some advil.... i'll be back!
Kaz: You go get that advil Ky! We are weirdos cuz life is nothing but boring school and stupid crap, so we gotta be psychopants to keep each other YOUNG!!!! LOL! So you are peeing... but Oh! you just got out! Boy you are fast! welcome back!!!
Kylee: Oh i did! i did! yes, true dat, life revolves around gay senior years and poo-poo head boys! YEAH! i loved peeing, and i love being back here even more :) I think my headache is already a little better, lifes miracles....
Kaz: Wait a second, that was the clogged toilet!!! EWWWWW! Not only do I keep you young, i heal you... wounds. I mean your.. Uh. I give up, your turn!
Kylee: I think you could use some counceling... maybe its just me tho...? no, i dont think so. And no, that toilet was very very not clogged, but i will complain about the 88 cent toilet paper, that just gave me another wound you need to heal.... Oh my dear goodness no! that's not what i meant!!! uh..... pickles!
Kaz: Sorry about the TP! My mom won't but the good stuff cuz she says it... leaves residue behind. And we thought we were weird!! Oh, I thought you were talking about the butt bruise wound on your rump! Oh boy, maybe I do need some help!:(
Ky: Well that is just a very disturbing thought process happening right now.... Oh that old bruise, later my amiga...much later!! lets make you look like a man... it'll heal my heart for a few seconds, cuz nobody cares about it anymore....its just a chew toy :{
Kazhia: Why are you Laughing!! It wouldn't be too hard, we can just look at that bald video of me with my head out the sun roof going down the hill! haha! Blec, I looked nasty!
Kylee: im laughing because i found joy in that idea, but you did not. dream crusher.... that reminds me of a dreamsicle... those are good!! eh? eh? I just found left over brownie on my shirt, hard tho... can't lick anything off....BLAST!
Kazhia: Sorry about the brownie and your dreams, but I think we have fudgesicles in the freezer, shall I text mother to see if we can eat them??
Kylee: oh gee, no worries BYU, "it's all good baby, it's all good" *just friends* lol im totally gonna watch that movie tonight... it's my "watch this movie when im sad movie" it is just so cool. text away little one, text away. Then ask her if we can freeze a tylon and then see what he tastes like frozen. cold, dead and.... just... idk! hahahaha!
Kazhia: "Fer SURE!!" *also just friends!* haha, I'd rather not taste a dead frozen body, no matter who it isss... weird little me! :)
Kylee: Hahahaha, oh text recieved, whats the verdict?! i love you. is that too personal for right now?! sorry i'll never mention such things again..... WHAT?!?!?!?! you know im such a kidder!
Kazhia: Kylee, I don't think ANYTHING is too personal for THIS conversation!! haha! My madre said we could have ONE! I think she means each.. lol
Kylee: ok good... but what abou the boy?!
Kazhia: Uhhh... :-% I didn't ask about that one.. I'm guessin she wouldn't mind too much though.
Kylee: lol ok, that's cool. your freezer is totally big enough too! if you took all those weird frozen turkies you have in there out, why do you have so many large birds anyways?
Kazhia: My grandpa is a maniac with no freezer space so he puts all his "large birds" into ours. We have lots of other strange concoctions in there too..
Kylee: well... the maniac part would explain why he brought over those face masks then we went to sonic and i acted like i was "mentally challenged" and we totally got everyone, then i tried to put a straw in my mouth, but i couldn't. then i wanted to breath fresh air and lifted my mask up for the first time it seemed in ages, and i said " wow! it's crazy out there!" then put her back down.... priceless.
Kazhia: HAHAHAHA! How could I ever forget?! lol I think this is really long! hilarious, but long. Shall we call it quits and enjoy our delicious fudge pops?!
Kylee: yes!! "We have our heading, here we gooooooo!" *peter pan*
Bye bye!

Life

So...Life is getting me absolutely nowhere right now, i thought i was doing all the right things to help myself and the other(s) involved in it, but i guess not. SOOO what i've decided to do is put it all behind me and start new! Do what I want to do, not what SOMEONE ELSE wants me to do. Lifes been throwing me in so many directions lately, and now im going where i want to go. No more "letting life take its turns" im taking my own turns! It's so hard to want and to try to please someone else, when they want so much and can't return the favor, and literally shove it in my face EVERDAY! I'm done trying, caring, crying, and wanting for anything. I guess you could say im a free girl...? Im not saying im not going to miss him any less, Because that's entirely impossible!!!!! I'm just going to remember the times we did have together and be thankful for them.

I Love you Ty

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"Don't Forget"

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
Wow. I totally need to stop listening to music...it's not really helping me. I heard this song today at school and I wish I hadn't... ;(

Sad

The last few days have been really hard for me. I think for once I've truly learned what a trial is, I thought i knew... but i really didn't. I thought i had felt what loving someone was like once before, but i didn't know until now. I thought I've prayed with intent and meaning before, but i haven't been... until now. It seems that everyone and everything reminds me of him.
What would i do without friends to talk to and comfort me?! I wouldn't be anywhere, i wouldn't be who i am. I HATE knowing that i messed up... and that i can't do anything about it, is the worst part. You know its bad when watching funny movies, eating brownies, and crying doesn't make you feel even the slightest bit better. And to top it off, your best friend who can stay up hours past YOU crashing is the one to fall asleep trying to say all the right things and help......? Life doesn't always work out how we would like, i get that, but does it really have to be THIS hard?

My little Brother!

Stephen



A lot of you may think that you have the coolest little brother, but... you don't :) For any of you that don't know, my little brother Stephen has autism. He loves life, and we LOVE having him in ours! Our family wouldn't have him any other way. Stephen has such a special spirit and he is always a fun boy to be around :) He is very talented. He has been taking piano lessons for a couple years now, and he has a music therapist that comes to teach him things about music, they sing, play the key board, and try out cool instruments. If you can't find him, you can look in the living room where he spends his time listening to his i-pod, mainly Taylor Swift :) or playing the X-Box with Skylar and Dallin. Stephen is an amazing young man and incredibly loving!

Prom Dress Fiasco

Prom Dresses!

Kazhia, Nikki and I didn't have school on Wednesday, so we decided to have a girls day which entailed going to the mall, trying on every prom dress in sight (even if it didn't fit) and eating Wetzel Pretzels :P mmmm.....

Caution: May contain immodesty!

We tried on SO many dresses!! In this dressing room, there was only one hook so we had to start hanging them on the door! :O

Nikki looked like an old lady in this dress i think.... hehehehehe :)


Haha! ok so story for this dress! I got 2 sizes for this one cuz i thought i could squeeze in to one size, but wasn't sure so i got another size up JUST in case. So i told that to Nikki and Kaz when i wanted then to zip it up, and they're all "OH YEAH!! we can get it, no problem!" So they start zipping it up, gets a little tight, then they get it up!! yeah for us right?! NOT! I moved my arms and the zipper ripped through the middle! Hahahaha we fixed it, but it was scary :{


I look like a ballerina in this one!! I LOVE IT :)

I really liked this one too! Kaz is a little revealing..... but ya

Nikki or Kaz wasn't really ready for this picture. BAHAHA!

I call this my little mermaid dress! I actually liked it :)

This is the dress that I REALLY WANT TO BUY!!!! BUT.... i showed my sisters, my mom and Kazhia's mom, and they say it looks like a Mexican party dress :( Ruined it for me.. i don't know if i like it so much now....? And no, i wasn't trying to show anything...... it just so happened to be on me when we had the idea to take a picture of the beading :S uh......

Nikki really wants this one, just to wear wherever, church, Saturday night dances... ya know. Don't mind Kaz getting dressed in the background either! Haha :O


This one was Kazhia's favorite, not mine though, it was a pain in the bum to LACE UP IN BACK!! :) but it did look really cute on her.

That's all! :) Now we just need some money....?