So... Yesterday morning at about 9:45 my best friend was on her way to her
future...IN UTAH!
We always talked about how weird it was that she was actually leaving, but I have
to say that it didn't really HIT me until today, obviously...
I spent the night with her one last time on Monday night, and helped her pack
up the car that was going to take her away (why did I do that?!)
And even then it didn't seem "real" to me then...
Then yesterday morning after all was packed up and ready to go her Daddy
says "Ok were all ready" We then said a prayer and me and Kaz just
look at each other. That's when I lost it.
I grabbed my best friend and we just cried.. i told her I hated her
(just kidding and angry of course) and she sings to me
"Every little thing... is gonna be alright..Don't worry about a thing"
But that's just the thing...Even when she was here i still worried, and everything
was not alright.. when she was able to be right next to me
to help me here...
I don't know...?
Then for old times sake, she walked me back half way to my house.
And if any of you know us, we always met each other half way
between our houses and would sing
"I start walking your way, you start walking mine, we'll meet in the middle beneath
that old PALO VERDE!"
The house that marked the 1/2 way point had what we thought was a Palo verde tree..
More hugging and crying.. then i kissed her forehead and she was off!
I am so extremely happy for her though!!! I know that she'll be happy
up there and have the best time meeting new people, being in a new scene
and love living the Utah life!
I've "lost" the 3 Best Friends I've ever had this year.... Im not too happy
with my life at the moment..
I REALLY feel all by myself now.
future...IN UTAH!
We always talked about how weird it was that she was actually leaving, but I have
to say that it didn't really HIT me until today, obviously...
I spent the night with her one last time on Monday night, and helped her pack
up the car that was going to take her away (why did I do that?!)
And even then it didn't seem "real" to me then...
Then yesterday morning after all was packed up and ready to go her Daddy
says "Ok were all ready" We then said a prayer and me and Kaz just
look at each other. That's when I lost it.
I grabbed my best friend and we just cried.. i told her I hated her
(just kidding and angry of course) and she sings to me
"Every little thing... is gonna be alright..Don't worry about a thing"
But that's just the thing...Even when she was here i still worried, and everything
was not alright.. when she was able to be right next to me
to help me here...
I don't know...?
Then for old times sake, she walked me back half way to my house.
And if any of you know us, we always met each other half way
between our houses and would sing
"I start walking your way, you start walking mine, we'll meet in the middle beneath
that old PALO VERDE!"
The house that marked the 1/2 way point had what we thought was a Palo verde tree..
More hugging and crying.. then i kissed her forehead and she was off!
I am so extremely happy for her though!!! I know that she'll be happy
up there and have the best time meeting new people, being in a new scene
and love living the Utah life!
I've "lost" the 3 Best Friends I've ever had this year.... Im not too happy
with my life at the moment..
I REALLY feel all by myself now.
